D E G E N E R A T E !@#$%

FRIENDS ONLY

2005-01-21T01:58:54Z

comment to be added....

pink and white animal crackers

2005-01-20T21:32:05Z

My mom puts bread in the fridge. Who else thinks that's weird?

Nothing major has been happening really. Found out I can't play soccer this season. Season number 2 I've missed in 13 years of playing. Jon Fox came over. I also found out that I've fucked up some somehow (still a mystery to me....) friendships; new and old.

Today some kid yelled "Ellen is desperate for a boyfriend!!!" at me. Deffinately weird especially since I've only had like 2 second conversations with this girl. I was told I was a geek for reading "japanese porn" (aka Love Hina) as well. STFU. hehehe. I got an A on my Algebra exam....what the hell?

68 year old black woman

2005-01-18T22:02:51Z

lostboy11435 [3:52 P.M.]: hello
XgRRLgErMS1988x [3:53 P.M.]: hi
lostboy11435 [3:53 P.M.]: how r u
XgRRLgErMS1988x [3:53 P.M.]: good...who's this?
lostboy11435 [3:54 P.M.]: u don't know me yet
lostboy11435 [3:54 P.M.]: u wanna knw my name
lostboy11435 [3:54 P.M.]: ??
XgRRLgErMS1988x [3:54 P.M.]: sure....
XgRRLgErMS1988x [3:56 P.M.]: mary poppins?
lostboy11435 [3:56 P.M.]: lol
lostboy11435 [3:56 P.M.]: no thta's not my name
lostboy11435 [3:56 P.M.]: it's romeo
XgRRLgErMS1988x [3:56 P.M.]: much better....
lostboy11435 [3:56 P.M.]: yeh
lostboy11435 [3:56 P.M.]: wat's ur name
lostboy11435 [3:57 P.M.]: ?
XgRRLgErMS1988x [3:58 P.M.]: Elly
lostboy11435 [3:58 P.M.]: wat's r nationality
XgRRLgErMS1988x [3:58 P.M.]: um....black.
lostboy11435 [3:59 P.M.]: cool
lostboy11435 [3:59 P.M.]: wat do u look like
XgRRLgErMS1988x [4:00 P.M.]: well, I'm everything a black woman should be. Lonnggg tan legs, hazel eyes, a fyne ass.
lostboy11435 [4:00 P.M.]: how old are u
XgRRLgErMS1988x [4:00 P.M.]: some like to call me bootylicious
XgRRLgErMS1988x [4:00 P.M.]: 68.
lostboy11435 [4:01 P.M.]: u are too old for me tp be tlkg wif
XgRRLgErMS1988x [4:01 P.M.]: well, that's a shame. I can still shake it and not break it.
lostboy11435 [4:01 P.M.]: lol
lostboy11435 [4:01 P.M.]: i like my migle wif gurls me age
XgRRLgErMS1988x [4:02 P.M.]: and sometimes my dentures get caught on my boyfriend's ear...but besides that....
XgRRLgErMS1988x [4:02 P.M.]: some people would call that a turn on.
lostboy11435 [4:02 P.M.]: lol
lostboy11435 [4:02 P.M.]: at us the 1988 meen
XgRRLgErMS1988x [4:03 P.M.]: oh, that's the year I had my first stroke.
lostboy11435 [4:03 P.M.]: lol
lostboy11435 [4:03 P.M.]: listen i maybe talk ot u latez
lostboy11435 [4:03 P.M.]: ok
lostboy11435 [4:03 P.M.]: ima be out now
XgRRLgErMS1988x [4:04 P.M.]: coool, you's a fyne youngin
lostboy11435 [4:04 P.M.]: 1 sweet thig
lostboy11435 [4:04 P.M.]: bye
XgRRLgErMS1988x [4:05 P.M.]: latta playa. :-*
-----------------------------------------------

hehe. I'm a pathological liar over the internet; what can I say? You can tell this kid is a pimp because he said "mingle". Anyways, this weekend I avoided getting in trouble 923598742348797 times. Saturday night I took Lauren to church. Yes Lauren. Hm, taking Lauren to church is kind of like taking me to a meeting about Darwinism...

My mom took us out to dinner which she seemed to think was pure crazy xcitement because then she didn't want us to go/take us anywhere. Leighton came over and we karate fought with trees. I made them feel akward...hehehe. LN= Super bad matchmaker. Went to a "party" at this kid Vincent's house where there was cookies and porn....no joke. Hung out with Sarah for the first time in awhile.

Sunday me, Lauren, Fruitticher, Cory, and Tim went over to Andrew's house and hung out for awhile. Walked around the park on Monday and found a new way to Graffiti my name. <3333 it. My power went out last night. The only part of my street/neighborhood/city that did so I had to light some stuff on fire because we had no matches *don't ask how I did it; it was tricky*

Today I got a Joy Division Pin *Sooo pretty* and I found out that I'm one of the poetry/prose editors for RHHS' literary magazines. haha, I'm going to rip those kids apart.

Yum, Taco Bell.

xmissxtakexin88 @ 2005-01-16T11:08:00

2005-01-16T16:11:33Z

This weekend has started out awesome. Friday night me and Lauren went to Pooler and met Fruitticher and these kids named Bobby and Matt. Went with Tim and Cory to his house and hung out for awhile. Left Brittany at the Arcade. BTW: Don't go to the pooler arcade because it looks like a creepy hellish version of a Carnival with more lights, boredom, and gross food.We went into Savannah and saw Daniel and Celerity play.

This weird guy working at the place caressed my face and told me I was different from the rest because I had thick hair. eep! Celerity did a great job as usual, wrapping up at around 1 A.M. We talked to Greg and he was highly intoxicated, acting depressed and loud mouthed as opposed to his more well-reserved happy self. Blechk. I froze my ass off that entire night and a lot of people were scaring the shit out of me but that could be just because I act agoraphobic around large groups of people. hehehehe.

I have come to the conclusion that there are bunches of people who dislike eachother for the dumbest reasons and its kind of pissing me off. *shakes head* but besides all of that rediculous hate annoying me I was super happy.

LJ was down yesterday. :'(

Just so you know, I love you all.

2005-01-14T00:05:52Z

I started guaging my ears today. Fruitticher gave me her old guages (which are either a 10 or a 12) and I started giggling when I put them in. They don't hurt one bit; is that a bad sign? Today was a lovely day. Leighton loaned me 4 cds; F-minus (<333), Otep, Children of Bodom, and Kaospilot.

I got white shoelaces for my combat boots and made up with a friend I thought hated me. I went over to her house and she wasn't mad at me which made me much happier. Yay! I talked to some people I hadn't talked to in awhile today which cheered me up very much.

On a side note, I've been being quite the myspace whore lately (even though it has absolutely no point and I'm still trying to find a good reason to have one) and I was informed today that I should "take the picture of Lauren eating popcorn off you down!!!" because "It makes you guys look like lesbosss about to dooo itt!" haha.
never!!!

Web Cams are highly entertaining. I think someone should buy me one so I can start my glamourus life as an internet girl who starts every conversation off with "16/f/in your pants"

<3

a WAY better show than Showbread....

2005-01-09T16:30:38Z

yesternight-
Me, Lauren, and Cynda went to the mall and I bought silly little earings that look like thumb tacks with pictures of fruits. We bused it to downtown and ate at Sakura. We walked around and then we went to try and get into the Jinx. We saw a bunch of people get I.D.ed and so we just ended up talking to these gutterpunks who weren't going to the show because they had like 3 dogs that couldn't go inside.

I gave one of them my sushi and watched as she picked through it (yes, a picky vegetarian homeless person) only eating the rice. We sat in this huge park and suddenly this crazy black guy with fangs walks up to us and does all these crazy noises that sound exactly like a synthesizer and he sings. :) Some 20ish year old wigger kid tells us we can go to the Ibeza (barf) and get half off drinks.

We just went to go get coffee. When we get outside I turn around and there is this girl standing a foot away from us staring at us. She tries to pick a fight with us because she says we are taking up too much room on the sidewalk and that we could get seriously hurt. (??????) I see BeN stop at a stop light and I barrel roll over his car hood for some reason. I meet his new girlfriend Kelly and we somehow end up at the Jinx for like the 6380945th time that night.

We go home. Cynda's mom tells me to join the Sailing Club so I can meet some BC boys... ??? electroclash and rocky horror picture show ended the night.

I should probably post some type of defense, (considering most of the kids I know on LJ probably read that special post and now hate me) but I'm not going to. I doubt you would even believe or understand.

</font>

is there really a subject needed?

2005-01-08T17:53:21Z

yesterday Leighton came over with Lauren and we watched FLCL and walked around. Me, Miguel, Lauren, & Jason had loonngg talks and I went all retarted about midnight with moodyness. Besides all that business with some people starting to not like me and me being stupid it was generally a good day.

"Large hair Large lies"

a jhonen vasquez day.

2005-01-05T21:26:46Z

Feeling a bit down today. Leighton loaned me I feel sick and Fruiticher loaned me a Johnny comic and that cheered me up quite a bit. Homicidal maniacs make me smile. The ultimate cheer though was Jordann saying she'd sell me all her comics for $9.00. yay.

"doesn't the cat keep you up at night?" "mom, I'm an insomniac...."

hehehe. Feel free to call my cellular phone late at nights. It would cheer the shit out of me if one of you called me around 3 in the morning. <3

over and over...

2005-01-04T05:34:00Z

I'm awake but I probably shouldn't be considering OH NO I HAVE SCHOOL TOMMORROW)*$%@#&*!>?!!?!? yeah but anyways.

people screw you over. yeah they do, no matter what you do they screw you over. just so you know the human race sucks. you should get them before they get you....hehe. You homos suck. that's right. you homosapiens...*shakes head**is retarted*

I bought new clothes today. *insert pictures with me in some kind of hot shit that will make you be like "damn that bitch is sexy like whoa"* I watched some 20 year old chick paw *yes literally paw* at underwear in victoria. I saw Jason.

I worked on my vest. pretty pretty hXc mothas. I chattered on the phone for like...3 hours. I've been doing that a lot. If you would like to be victim of these late night telephone conversations than give me a ring...at anytime...I will be awake.

jasonMason6283 [12:28 AM]: i'm gonna miss is this bitch ass town

if anyone can guess what is special about today *jan 3 that is* (no one's b-day) than I will...give you a nickle?

all kinds of disorders stuffed in a small car.

2004-12-31T17:08:54Z

Happy New Years Eve! Last night Me, Lauren, & Megan went to the mall. I bought a Le Tigre cd and an Unseen cd. <3 Then I got a cell phone! (IM me if you want the number) We made up a song called "Hot Topic is the place that we Rob" hehe.

We got stranded in front of Party City and Lauren kept on being a hobo by scrunching up in a shopping cart. Jeff rescued us with Matt, Nicole, & Kristen. Yes, that was a tight squeeze in a honda accord. So my "date" sat on my lap again and we went downtown and went to the Magnificent Bastards show for about....10 minutes. Matt and Jeff found cigars and we went to Waffle House. yaay! <3 Waffle house. Matt and Megan got pissed off at eachother and entertained the whole crew of waffle house employees by hurling utensils at eachother and storming outside only to come back 5 minutes later giggling.

More people fought and Me, Lauren, and Megan went home and I felt insanely peaceful. We walked and Meggs abandoned us and Lauren rolled around squealing....??? Megan ate the skin pudding. hahahhahahahahah! I went to sleep very grumpy and had weird dreams again. I woke up at 7 in the morning and walked around feeling hung over even though I haven't drank in awhile.

Hope you kids have a fun New Years. <3

Home is where the Heart is

2004-12-30T17:29:15Z

I'm home!!! I am so happy to be home right now. When I got home I swear I called the same people over and over like 10 times because they weren't picking up and I think I called Cynda twice even though she's in New York...

Amanda came over and I pounced on her and gave her a BIG hug. On Tuesday night I was filled with this huge love and appreciation for everyone I know. I just kept thinking "I know the greatest people in the whole world!!!!!" Me and Schade walked to the park and chatted. Lauren showed up! For some reason when she walked up I was like "who is that strange mexican hobo woman?"

We ate chinese and was again watched by the RH police. (What do they do with their time? We were just sitting under a tree, eating chinese food, at 8 o'clock at night. No need for law enforcement.) Went on a mission to find more food (my house had no food). Amanda went home.

Me and Lauren rave-skanked (heheheh!) and jammed to Le Tigre, the Faint, Blood Brothers, and Underoath. Then I found olde ice cream in tupperwear (???) in my freezer filled with odd brown lumps so I threw some at her. We found pudding, covered with skin (eeep!) .

I've been going to the mall a lot lately and I don't even really like it so much...but for some reason again today I am going to the mall.

*Bang*

yay and neigh

2004-12-28T16:29:21Z

Yay!!!
1. Nicole isn't dead!!
2. Tober is off probation
3. I come home tomorrow!
4. I get to be in my cousin's french indie film.
5. I got a free yellow plaid skirt. <3
6. I ate real mexican food for the first time in a year!!!!
7. Meggs is back

Neigh...
1. Cynda is gooneeee.
2. I think I might be getting sick.
3. My best friend in Texas is on probation
4. I don't know when my brother is comming home.

Warhol and Whitman make me squeal with joy

2004-12-27T05:21:04Z

great day today. Its the kind of day that I wish there was more of in this life. Today I went to church and I went shopping and bought:

a new BRIGHT GREEN (not lime) hoodie

an underoath cd

a swingin utters cd

a pixies cd

akira dvd

Rocky Horror picture show DVD

3 patches

then my cousin lawrence came and picked me up from my cousin Patrick's and we went to the galleria and WE WENT TO CHINA TOWN!!! I got this odd tapioca tea that was rather tasty.

When we got back I started wandering around out of boredom and I found an ANDY WARHOL BOOK. <33333 but it only gets better from here. I went into the library and I found A WHOLE BOOKSHELF FULL OF NOTHING BUT POETRY!!!!!!!!!! I let out a squeal of joy when I found it. Yeah. I'm "Rad". :-P

^Andy Warhol's art is so awesome

I started sewing patches on my jacket when my cousins friend comes over and we all start talking. I <33333 Walt Whitman.

I'll just continue stitching my jacket now....

EDIT

01. I have a cell phone
**02. I'm obsessed with new things.
**03. I'm the youngest child
**04. I am a shopoholic
05. I love my gauged ears
**06. I love wearing a lot of black eyeliner
**07. I love Daquiris.
**08. I love the weekends.
09. I can't live without lipgloss.
**10. I can't live without music.
11. I lived in Tahoe.
**12. I spend money I have.
**13. I'll be in college for over 4 years. (if I'm lucky)
14. I love designer handbags (Coach, Burberry, Louis Vuitton)
**15. I get annoyed easily.
**16. I eventually want kids.
17. I like the Backsreet Boys.
**18. I have more than a couple horrible memories.
**19. I'm addicted to Degrassi.
20. I am a person. (duh)
21. My first kiss was unexpected.
**22. I start school on Jan 3rd or 4th
**23. I love taking pictures.
**24. I hate girls who are fake.
**25. I can be mean when I want to.
**26. My dreams are bizzare.
27. I am bisexual.
**28. I have way too many pairs of shoes.
29. I've seen "She's All That" at least 50 times.
**30. I dress how I feel that day.
31. I love Charmed.
32. Sometimes I cry for almost no reason.
33. I hate when people are ridiculously late.
**34. I procrastinate.
**35. Winter is my favorite season.
**36. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
**37. I love to sleep.
**38. I wish I were smarter.
39. I am the hottest guy
**40. I have a lot of drama *FUCK YOU DRAMA*
**41. No one knows my full life story
**42. I love my hair.
**43. I sometimes fight with my parents.
44. I love the beach!!!
**45. I have had the chicken pox.
**46. I'm excited for the future.
47. I can't control my emotions.
**48. I can't wait till New Year's.
49. I love the show 'Rich Girls'
**50. I love my friends.
51. Christmas is my favorite holiday
**52. I can be very insecure sometimes.
**53. I have had a broken bone.
**54. I hate ignorant people.
55. I love my laptop.
**56. I love guys that play the guitar.
57. I state the obvious.
58. I'm a happy person.
**59. I love to dance.
**60. I love to sing.
**61. I hate cleaning my room.
**62. I tend to get jealous very easily.
**63. I like to play video games.
64. I love John Mayer
**65. I hate when I see animals/people getting hurt/abused.
66. I'm a vegetarian/vegan/don't eat beef.
**67. I don't like to study for tests.
**68. I love Play-Doh.
69. I am too forgiving.
70. I have a bad sense of direction.
71. I like high school.
72. I have a talent of sweet talking my way out of things.
74. I love kisses on the forehead.
75. I love the color blue
76. I don't sew.
**77. I am not addicted to drugs.
78. I love the Olsen twins.
79. I'm gonna try out for the softball team.
80. I become stressed easily.
81. I hate liars.
82. I like comfy sweatpants.
83. Bam Margera is AWESOME!!!!!!
**84. I love the smell of fresh laundry.
*85. I love my family. eehh..
**86. I don't mind getting shots.
87. I am a perfectionist when it comes to certain things.
88. I always wanted to learn to play the drums.
**89. I hate the feeling of failure.
90. I am a pretty girl.
**91. I would love to have my own fashion line.
**92. I can be quite selfish.
93. I still act like a little kid.
94. Above all, I despise dishonesty.
**95. I can stay on the computer forever
**96. I loVe music.
**97. I wish I was more motivated when it comes to school.
**98. I love getting stuff in the mail.
**99. I have problems letting go of people.
**100. I hate the feeling of being alone.

merry christmas

2004-12-25T18:05:46Z

Merry Christmas. Yesterday all of my christmas festivities were celebrated with the family. I beat my cousin Lawrence in Chess. B-B super cool. Me, Uncle Tim, and Lawrence went to the Galleria (HUGE MALL) and then we jacked all of the free samples from a ritzy grocery store. Then the family came and we ate lots of food and played in the snow!!! Yes it snowed, in houston, on Christmas Eve, all day. ^_^ It was lovely. Me, Patrick, Christopher, Andrew, Lynden, Alexander, and Arthur (pretty much the under 20 crowd of my cousins) tackled eachother and fought in the snow. I LOVE THE SNOW!!!

What I loved even more was the fact that my cousin let me borrow a belly dancers skirt!!! This was the first time in Christmas history I wasn't forced into an overly priced hideous garmet! So then I was wearing 2 mismatched converse hightops, white sweater, plaid scarf, black jacked with pins, and tie-dyeish belly dancer skirt. *_* oh yeah. I'm the coolest kid on the block.

After playing in the snow we ate dinner and my cousin called me a "stupid goth" (hahahahaah!) and said "people with bleached hair are losers!" ummm...I was like "haha. you guys are retarted!" :D Dinner there is great because its so diverse. We had latkas, turkey, dates (yuck!), spinach, sweet potatoes, ham, enchiladas, salad, cranberry sauce, and some interesting english food. mmm tasty! Then I was off to be anti-social by going in my cousin's room and talking on the phone while all of my other cousins are socially anti-social playing Halo 2 together.

After dessert we played the pickle game (old german tradition where you hide a pickle ornament on the christmas tree and whoever finds it gets good luck for a year) and I didn't find it this year which is no good because I needed the luck! We opened presents and I got money and gift certificates and the blood brother's cd- Burn, Piano Island, Burn. I went back to my grandma's where I was crawled on by spiders who live in the bed I was sleeping on (eep!) and I wrote some poems which I happen to be pretty satisfied with.

This morning I went to mass with my Uncle John, Grandma, Patrick, Christopher, and my mom. I like Christmas mass but I don't generally like Christmas. I told my mom last night "My ideal christmas would be me and my friends going to waffle house, eating waffles, and burning a christmas tree in an empty trashcan outside." Sounds like a good time, yes?

Your LJ Christmas Party by cerulean_dreams
Username
First to arrive	kurtskin52094
Made a snowman with a strategically placed carrot	izvestia
Stuck a Candy Cane down their pants	vlad_dragula
Spiked the eggnog	__panguin
Knocked over the Christmas Tree	peskypixie
Was ran over by Santa's sleigh	mister_shankly
Was poisoned after they consumed a poinsettia	scotthnga15
Dressed up as Santa	indieguitarist
Kissed you Under the Mistletoe	amandapanda3189

Quiz created with MemeGen!

What Your LiveJournal Friends Want by prettykitty33
Username
The one who ate your dog	hopscotchmatt
The one who hates you	peskypixie
The one who lusts after you	scotthnga15
The one who want to see you	dead_in_1984
The one who loves you	__panguin
The one who wants your dog	lilamandapanda
The one who kills you in the end	nintool27
The one who you will marry in the end	despisethelies
The one you wanted to marry	amandapanda3189
The one you wish you had killed	mister_shankly
People you will sleep with before dying	528

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Your LiveJournal Pirate Ship by kisetta
Username
Month you set sail
Captain	kurtskin52094
Mutinous first mate	indieguitarist
The one with the parrot and the wooden leg	peskypixie
The one with the glass eye	_paper_thin_
Makes off with the treasure	amandapanda3189
Swabs the poop deck	peskypixie
Is responsible for sinking the ship	mister_shankly
Gets marooned after a day	dead_in_1984
In the end your treasure	is a pretty boat

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Would anyone want to bang you? by phobia
Name:
Favorite Food:
Wants to Bang you:
This many times:	81

Quiz created with MemeGen!

MEEEOW!

Your Sexual Profile (you sexual deviant you...) by sparkledee
Name
Your Secret Kink Thing	You like peeing on people.
Your Sexual Strength	Your hot-tub antics..
Your Sexual Weakness	You're terrified of penises.
Your Likely STD	Lymphogranuloma Venereum
How Many Partners in Crime?	7

Quiz created with MemeGen!

At your ten year high school reunion... by robbiewriter
Your school name
Your name
Your job will be	Actor
You will be worth	$788,367
Everyone will think you	are really hot

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Your Suicide.. by Konstantine
Your Name/Username
Favorite Number?
Favorite Color?
Gender?
How will you commit suicide?	You will go to a Street Punk show wearing an *Nsync shirt (yes, this is considered suicide)
How many tries will it take?	46
When will you commit suicide?	April 9, 2013
What will your suicide note say?	Fuck All of You!

Quiz created with MemeGen!

you tried to warn me....but I just wouldn't listen.

XgRRLgErMS1988x [1:04 P.M.]: i like my black and white tv.
jasonMason6283 [1:04 P.M.]: i want to hit it w/ a hammer
XgRRLgErMS1988x [1:05 P.M.]: why?
jasonMason6283 [1:05 P.M.]: b/c
jasonMason6283 [1:05 P.M.]: it's old.. and black and white
XgRRLgErMS1988x [1:05 P.M.]: so. i guess that's what you say about people too right?
XgRRLgErMS1988x [1:05 P.M.]: think you can just stroll into any old nursing home.
XgRRLgErMS1988x [1:06 P.M.]: with some hardware supplies....
jasonMason6283 [1:07 P.M.]: no not hardware suplies
jasonMason6283 [1:07 P.M.]: baseball bats
XgRRLgErMS1988x [1:07 P.M.]: !!!!!!!!!!!!! take em out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
XgRRLgErMS1988x [1:07 P.M.]: your the kkk jock.
XgRRLgErMS1988x [1:07 P.M.]: we can't have black and white mixing....
XgRRLgErMS1988x [1:10 P.M.]: hitting a homerun for the white man!

I have the dumbest conversations....<.

lets play the vague game........

2004-12-24T17:21:12Z

I hate the vague game. You ever played it? Its where someone doesn't actually tell you whats on their mind or how they are feeling they just hint at it. I play it sometimes and I know that it annoys the shit out of everyone who I talk to. I suppose I should just be able *magically* to read into what people aren't saying but I never know.

anyways..
Merry Christmas Eve. Yesterday I saw the Nutcracker and I ate in a seafood restaraunt that was an aquarium. That deeply disturbed me because I thought of all the little fish watching their friends get fried up. Hm kind of sounds like death row.

I finished the The Catcher In the Rye and I thought it was a great book even though there isn't much action. Someone told me at one time it had been banned for being sexually explicit which made me a bit sad. Not because it had been banned but because I didn't even notice anything wrong with it. That should just show you how society changes over time. Elvis swaying his hips caused a big uproar and now people can walk around in gstring bikinis and its acceptable. For some reason crossdressers still aren't excepted by the general public. That should change soon.

everyone should listen to underoath. <3

"how can you stay and sit in this room?"-alex (my cousin)

2004-12-23T01:08:59Z

Ellen is bored, yes indeedy she is. I guess when artists get bored they draw or paint or such but who wants to write (or read) a poem about being bored?? I'm in very good spirits though and feeling incredibly optomistic. Today I slept, drank milk, and am about 10 pages away from finishing The Catcher in the Rye. I called my friends in Savannah and they were all too busy to talk to me. *is sad*

hm. my cousin's house is like a fancy mall. Whenever someone rings the doorbell all the phones BEEP, they have mirrors in front of every toilet (wtf???), the whole house is covered with christmas decorations (including these life-size soldiers guarding the front door which I keep thinking are people watching me) and there is nothing to do unless you have money. *has no money*

acck! I am so Jealous of the kids in Dallas who got snow today. That is only 4 short hours away from here!! how I miss the snow.....I wish I had my camera back so I could post pictures. My hair looks like:

a red yeild sign tuned upside down.

or maybe just

thats red.

yeah..I need more milk..and something constructive to do.

BTW: am I the only that thinks RockOnChrist is an ironic screenname?

-----edit because I'm bored----
I played the new mortal combat game and thought it was awesome. <33333333333d it. I went on a mission with my cousin Alex to freak out his friends. He told me to act more satanic....do I generally act satanic?? We went and got pizza (not wings because last time we did I didn't eat meat for 9 months afterwards) and I starting talking to these little pop punk freshman. Then up come these 2 boys wearing tight pants, eye liner, and the flippy hair. *swwoooonnnn* I was like "let me guess...Emo??" and they were like "no! metal core." <33333333333333333 After we left and my cousin told me "nice touch on talking to the goth kids." wtf??? apparently his blonde hair & fitch companions didn't like me so much. I just thought they were...amusing. When we went to see A series of Unfortunate Events I was wondering:

why? oh why do I live in a place where it is "romantic" to go hunting? how much more primordial and beast like can you get??? hunting darts and bullets are not cupids arrows. though I can see how shooting yourself with a traquelizer gun would be appealing when running through the forest after an innocent animal with your 'big hunk o' man.' why do I live in a place where the "straight" guys put on tight pants, take showers together, slap eachothers asses, and jump on eachother in sport called football. Footballs all fine and good (if you are into it) just not my type of thing.

i don't know...i'm stupid. but hey! it might snow on christmas eve. I guess there is always that to look forward too.

I've never talked to this kid in my entire life:
ToMaHaWkEyS [11:59 PM]: hey u have an Outty bellybutton right?
XgRRLgErMS1988x [11:59 PM]: ummm..why?
ToMaHaWkEyS [11:59 PM]: well
ToMaHaWkEyS [11:59 PM]: i take that as a yes
XgRRLgErMS1988x [12:00 AM]: wtf...
ToMaHaWkEyS [12:00 AM]: hey u have an Outty bellybutton right?
XgRRLgErMS1988x [12:00 AM]: <.< yes....
XgRRLgErMS1988x [12:00 AM]: i have a weird belly button
ToMaHaWkEyS [12:00 AM]: haha
ToMaHaWkEyS [12:00 AM]: how old are u
ToMaHaWkEyS [12:01 AM]: hello
XgRRLgErMS1988x [12:01 AM]: i'm not going to talk to you....
ToMaHaWkEyS [12:01 AM]: how old are ya?
ToMaHaWkEyS [12:02 AM]: wait
ToMaHaWkEyS [12:03 AM]: why can't we talk?
ToMaHaWkEyS [12:03 AM]: are u mad adt me
ToMaHaWkEyS [12:03 AM]: oops
ToMaHaWkEyS [12:03 AM]: are u mad at me
ToMaHaWkEyS [12:03 AM]: can i please just ask u something?
XgRRLgErMS1988x [12:05 AM]: ok.
ToMaHaWkEyS [12:05 AM]: why do u say ur outie is so weird??
XgRRLgErMS1988x [12:06 AM]: because my dad only had just had eye surgery when my mom went into labor and when he cut my umbilical chord he cut it crooked so my innie AND outtie (yes I have a tiny outtie) is funny looking
ToMaHaWkEyS [12:07 AM]: it sticks out far right?
XgRRLgErMS1988x [12:07 AM]: not like a freaking cabbage patch doll.
XgRRLgErMS1988x [12:07 AM]: is weird.
XgRRLgErMS1988x [12:07 AM]: i don't know
ToMaHaWkEyS [12:07 AM]: haha
ToMaHaWkEyS [12:07 AM]: are u embarrsessed by it?
XgRRLgErMS1988x [12:07 AM]: not at all.
XgRRLgErMS1988x [12:07 AM]: i like unique features.
ToMaHaWkEyS [12:08 AM]: do u have a sister?
XgRRLgErMS1988x [12:08 AM]: .........
XgRRLgErMS1988x [12:08 AM]: this is too random.
ToMaHaWkEyS [12:08 AM]: wait
ToMaHaWkEyS [12:08 AM]: im just askin
ToMaHaWkEyS [12:09 AM]: maybe he cut hers into an outie too if it runs in the family haha
ToMaHaWkEyS [12:09 AM]: ?
ToMaHaWkEyS [12:10 AM]: hey u!
ToMaHaWkEyS [12:10 AM]: can i just ask u something really fast and then i will stop buggin u please
XgRRLgErMS1988x [12:11 AM]: k.
ToMaHaWkEyS [12:11 AM]: ur mom might have an outie it could be genetic
XgRRLgErMS1988x [12:11 AM]: nope.
ToMaHaWkEyS [12:11 AM]: and ur outie is all ridgie and wrinkled lookin right?
XgRRLgErMS1988x [12:11 AM]: she has an inne.
XgRRLgErMS1988x [12:11 AM]: nooo...
XgRRLgErMS1988x [12:11 AM]: jesus. we are talking about a belly button.
XgRRLgErMS1988x [12:12 AM]: not a freaking amputated arm stub.
ToMaHaWkEyS [12:12 AM]: ur sis has an outie?
XgRRLgErMS1988x [12:12 AM]: nope my sis doesn't have an outtie.....
ToMaHaWkEyS [12:12 AM]: hers is inbetweenie
ToMaHaWkEyS [12:12 AM]: urs is a knotted twisted thing?
XgRRLgErMS1988x [12:13 AM]: no. hers is...innie.
XgRRLgErMS1988x [12:13 AM]: everyone in my family has innie except me
ToMaHaWkEyS [12:13 AM]: how tall are ya?
ToMaHaWkEyS [12:13 AM]: weight?
ToMaHaWkEyS [12:15 AM]: hey
ToMaHaWkEyS [12:15 AM]: how tall are ya, weight?
ToMaHaWkEyS [12:15 AM]: ur outie thingie is all ridgie and wrinkled lookin in the middle right?

...........and that's the story

so there you are. the story of ellen's belly button.

anne drogyny, tricky little bree, and the other house party

2004-12-22T04:57:38Z

so here I am again. Another "beloved" holiday at my cousin's house. And we are already off to a great start! I get to my cousin's house, trip over my bags inside, and look up to see a good forty people starting from ages 1 to 70 that I have never met before clad in fancy Winter Neiman Marcus suits and dresses. akkkkwarrrrddd. My cousins are like "hehehee *shifty glance* what are you doing here??? you aren't supposed to be here until tomorrow...." and I'm like "...uhh...why are all these people here?" and they are like "oh yeah...we are having a little christmas party." the classiest thing I happen to be wearing is...a piece of panty hose cut into a choker.

PlaiD iS RaD76: a party
PlaiD iS RaD76: and a parrrtayyy
PlaiD iS RaD76: are very diff.
metalhead6mm: true, true
metalhead6mm: cocktails vs. keg

I am deffinately at the wrong house party. I should be at Miguel's but oh no! I'm rockin to the sounds of 7th grade sopranos rendition of "Santa baby" and the oh so whitty reading of The night before Christmas in fake english accents.

I'd be much more content to be at waffle house with my friends bringing in the solstice (BTW HAPPY SOLSTICE YOU PAGANS!!!).

-----------edit------------

XgRRLgErMS1988x [9:12 AM]: :( did you hear about the girl who couldn't feel any pain?
jasonMason6283 [9:12 AM]: yeah
jasonMason6283 [9:12 AM]: i was at chizurch w/ you that night
jasonMason6283 [9:13 AM]: theres a lot of ppl like that though
XgRRLgErMS1988x [9:13 AM]: yeah that's insane. I'd do crazy messed up stuff like cut off my arm and slap someone with it and sew it back on.
jasonMason6283 [9:13 AM]: o god
jasonMason6283 [9:13 AM]: why couldnt you just skip the first and 3rd step
XgRRLgErMS1988x [9:14 AM]: because It would scare the SHIT out of me if someone's amputated arm slapped me more than just a regular slap.
XgRRLgErMS1988x [9:14 AM]: plus...more blood! yaay blood baths!
XgRRLgErMS1988x [9:14 AM]: lol
jasonMason6283 [9:14 AM]: yay
jasonMason6283 [9:14 AM]: wait no...
jasonMason6283 [9:14 AM]: the stains
jasonMason6283 [9:14 AM]: the stains would suck..
XgRRLgErMS1988x [9:15 AM]: haha.this would be a great clorox bleach commercial
jasonMason6283 [9:15 AM]: haha
XgRRLgErMS1988x [9:17 AM]: it would be like "tired of having the same old blood stains ruin your carpet? Try new clorox type A through O Remover! and don't let those pesky bleeders ruin your holidays again."

you'd buy it right??

I thought this was sweet:

Tell her you think shes cool. Tell her why you think shes so cool. Smell her hair. Talk to her in movie theatres. Pick her up and pretend youre going to throw her in the pool; shell scream and fight you but secretly, shell love it. Hold her hand while you talk. Hold her hand while you drive. Just hold her hand. Tell her she looks pretty. Let her pay for stuff if she wants to. Introduce her to your friends as The coolest girl you know. Look at her in the eye you talk to her. Protect her. Tell her stupid jokes. Let her mess with your hair. Just walk around with her. Look at her like shes the only girl you see. Tickle her. Even if she says stop. Whe n she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her. Take her to shows of bands shes never heard of. Hold her hand in the mosh pit. Let her fall asleep in your arms.Call her. Call her back if she calls you. Get her mad, then kiss her. Give her piggy-back rides. Give her space if she needs it. Tease her. Let her tease you back.Stay up with her all night when shes sick. Watch her favorite movie. Teach her guitar. Lend her your cds. Write on her. Make her mixtapes. Kiss her forehead. Write her letters. If she asks you to go to a show with her, go. Take her to cool places, and let her take you to even cooler ones. Listen to all the bands she mentions. Dont tell her that her favorite bands suck. Let her wear your clothes. When shes sad, hang out with her or stay on the phone with her, even if shes not saying anything. Be slow. Dont push anything. Buy her ice cream. Let her take all the photos of you she wants. Make her feel loved. Kiss her in the rain And when you fall in love with her, tell her.

</div></div>

Science versus Romance

2004-12-21T07:21:29Z

I was little miss journal whore today and sat at home talking to Kristen in my PJs about 19th century romance movies, waiting for dead_in_1984 to come back from radiofish's house (night number 4 she's been here) :D. Ah what a sad sad existance it would be without friends.

Tonight we went to kurtskin52094 's show and got lost on the way there using Lauren's killer street smarts and Hillary's top notch navigating skills. It was some good times even though we had to leave early. "did you know ghetto rhymes with Stiletto?" "Wanna disco? wanna see me disco???" "more crackers please! More crackers please!" "eeew. Naked people!!!" "sachet! on the RUN WAY!" When we got back me and Lauren were in the need of some more camera fun so we Eighties-fied our hair and I look like I belong in Cats. *drops poptart* "See? that's why no one will ever love me." "Skillet SENSATIONS!"

We walked to Kroger's and this guy thought I was trying to gyp him $4.00 when MY CAMERA WAS ON SALE so then I ended up getting a $3.00 camera. Creepy mopper boy thought our hair was verrrrry entertaining.

bang! we are taking BANDIT pictures!

|----EDIT----|

___x___Your Life___x___
[x] they call me: Elly/ Ellen
[x] sex: femme
[x] my first breath of air: Oct. 19

[x] boyfriend: X_X
[x] best friends: Lauren, Megan, Amanda + Bear

___x___Rewind___x___
[x] most memorable memory: ...? I dunno. I remember alot of memories. Lets go with...moving away.
[x] worst?: *pulls out sock puppets* let me re-live it for you. lol just kidding.
[x] first best friend ever: umm sarah in Penn.

___x___Love?___x___
[x] love is: a smile for your soul to to shpw? a pair of wings for your hear to fly? <.<
[x] first love: Jason.
[x] love or lust?: love
[x] best love song: Dear Jamie...Sincerely Me by Hellogoodbye or Love is Real by Bright Eyes
[x] when love hurts, it stinks: like rotten cabbage.
[x] is there such thing as love @ first sight?: yeah, I guess if you are a shallow idealistic bastard....

___x___Opposite Sex___x___
[x] turn ons: some type of self expression, eyes, sincerity, some type of opinion...
[x] do your parent's opinion on your bf/gf matter to you? lol nope.
[x] what kinda hair style?: does it really matter? I mean...IF THAT BITCH CUTS IT ONE MORE INCH HE'S GETTIND DUMPED!!!!
[x] the sweetest thing a member of the opposite sex can do for you?: write me a letter, make me something, give me a random found object.
[x] where do you go to meet new people?: downtown. City market. the bus stop.
[x] are you the type of person to HOLLER and ask for numbers?: haha. no I'm usually too shy/not interested in the people around me so one of my friends does it.

___x___Picky Picky___x___
[x] dog or cat: cats for petting dogs for playing
[x] Short or long hair: short if its on me!
[x] sunshine or rain: rain
[x] moon or sun: moon
[x] hugs or kisses: both.
[x] 1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: one best friend
[x] summer or winter: winter
[x] written letters or e-mails: written letters becuase they are more personal
[x] playstation or nintendo: old skool nintendo BITCHES!
[x] car or motorcycle: car
[x] house party or club: house party. Whoop!
[x] sing or dance: sing & dance.
[x] freak or slow dance: none! 80's style it! cabbage patch, moon walk, running man...etc. etc.

___x___Lately___x___
[x] how are you today? just fine thank you.
[x] what pants are you wearing right now? light blue levis. <3
[x] What shirt are you wearing right now? black bratmobile shirt
[x] what does your hair look like at the moment? flippy and redish purple
[x] what song are u listening to right now? nada...
[x] how is the weather right now? purrfect.
[x] last person you talked to on the phone? Miguel
[x] last dream you can remember? me living on the football field at the highschool and taking trish to climb a big hill of rotten meat over near the Rec in carrollton. Cynda gets ecoli!
[x] who are you talking to right now? Steve, Kristen, & Lauren
[x] what time is it? 2:31 PM

___x___More About YOU!___x___
[x] if u were a crayon, what color would you be? that black color that smells like new car in the crayola scented boxes.
[x] have you ever almost died? haha. I walk in front of cars alot so probably.
[x] what's the next CD you are going to buy? Le Tigre or Bratmobile
[x] how many kids do you want to have? _____
[x] shampoo? apple shampoo. daily defense!
[x] what are you most scared of? dying alone.
[x] how many TV's do you have in your house? 2.5 (only half for my black and white one)
[x] do you have your own TV? haha yeah. its a P.O.S black and white one i got from the flea market it only gets 2 channels. <3
[x] have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone? I screw up my ankle all the time
[x] who do you dream about? various people. friends. family.
[x] who do you tell your dreams to? Lauren. my online diary.
[x] who's the loudest friend you have? Lizz
[x] who's the quietest friend? Benjy
[x] Is cheerleading a sport? if the people are actually talented. which is rare.

uh oh! two skinny white chicks and a hippie. Lock your doors!

2004-12-20T15:25:25Z

Yesterday I woke up feeling too rested. It was a weird feeling because I'm usually tired all the time. Me and Lauren ate german cookies (which happen to be delicious) and than played in the leaves. I cleaned my dirty house and than Matt (Megg's boyfriend) came over and we took pictures of the leaves. My backyard is pretty during the winter with all the leaves scattered everywhere. :D

We went into town and bought some clothes at Goodwill and went ice skating for a bit. We took some more pictures. Me and Matt almost commited a friendly felony; paying for someone's meter because they forgot but they came out while we were doing it. Ate quizznos and walked to the hXc show over at the Cobra house. Cold cold long walk. Met some pretty cool kids and listened to Hulk Smash (awesome) and The Pink Flamingoes (awesome for the 3 days they've been together). I bought a Melvins video off one of the guys.

Matt got a new board and Lauren and Matt froze their asses off walking back to Broughton. It was like 30 degrees outside! X_X When we were walking home on whittaker we walked past this ladies car and she locked her cardoor which I thought was amusing. We got coffee and Lemon Concentrate (???) and took Matty home.

Trainspotting is an awesome movie. Everyone should watch it; whether or not they do drugs.

fried hair fried food fried brains.

2004-12-18T15:16:34Z

OMG NO SCHOOL FOREVER!@#$%!@#$%^&*

ok...so just until January 3or 4, but close enough. On exam days I walked around giving random chocolates and pouring sprinkles on kid's desks. I love to give random stuff to people I don't know because the expression on their faces is priceless and sometimes even happy.

Yesterday Cynda and I chopped off Lauren's hair and my bathroom still looks like Garfield died in it..or got in a major fight with some hair products. (her hair is bright orange because while re-dying my hair we convinced her to bleach her's and it didn't quite work out). Then we layed around waiting for the kraaaazyyyness to begin (so krazy it must be spelled with a -k).

Me, Amanda, Lauren, and Cynda went to Target and I bought my mommy a sweater. We met DJ Dragonfly (aka Joe) and we all got on the bus and went to the Boba only to find that what were looking for happened yesterday. But we did meet this candian guy and ate sushi and such with him. I am, of course, Lauren's date as usual. hahhahaha. I bought her (finally) chicken terriyaki so no more money for meee. mmmm Mai taiiii.

Harrison came and got us and I felt like total bitch of the century and the end of the night. Esp. after we all got caught for breaking curfew. *twitch* Amanda got taken home and we didn't get to eat waffle house which is about as much as the punishment goes for me.

at the end of the night we scored it all up and I lost...if there was anytype of contest involved...no hawt ice cream boy/canadian/club kids/emo boys for Ellen. My score=.5

I still think I won the dance off though and that's all that matters. MARILYN MANSON STOLE MY PHRASE THAT BASTARD: Tami's my personal jesus so he can just stick some implants right up..yeah. fuck him and Korn because Pink Floyd should murder them because they have completely butchered the song. Everytime I hear it its like nails on chalk board.

eeep. Bad Covers and people who tell their life stories on buses make ellen twitch AND SHAKE!!!!

LN owns your soul with xmas gifts

2004-12-16T03:41:54Z

I took my drama exam which was easy because my teacher decided to cut most of our scenes because it was taking too long. I got some great christmas gifts today!! Tami painted me a tin container that says Ellen with the Nautical star and inside it had Hershey's kisses. I got a 40 ouncer bag with a snowman on it which cracked me up. In it was plaid skirt, crunch bars, and various other gifts. When Lizz gives me presents there is always something amusing and miscellaneous that confuses me. Like this time it was a nWO (new world order) pin...haha.

She also gave me these little post-it type of things in the shape of an -E and I wrote "Ellen owns your soul!" on them and stuck them on these football player kids shirts and they thought it was amusing. For some reason they wanted me to own their souls. :D They should know that it is in capable hands...*auctions souls off on e-bay* I got a candy gram from "an official Elly welly fanclub member". <3333 you whoever you are too.

I lost/was robbed of $20.00 which really sucked. I studied which is a rare occasion and made mushy ramne. Lauren came over and we walked around in the freezing cold.

last night I had a dream....
I'm running down Coastal Highway (passed the Ogeechee bridge) and I run into the forest next to it and everything is frozen because people ran around with hoses all night soaking the town in water. I find someones wallet, laying on top of a covered well, and I look at the I.D. and I find out someone who I think I know is an entirely different person. In the picture they have a mullet. It was very bizzare.

"I can't be the biggest punk rock bitch ever because punx are like 'lets get drunk and FUCK!' and I'm like 'Lets get drunk...and cuddle under the stars....'"
"I was going for the ellen owns my soul boobs."

out with the old in with the new

2004-12-15T00:54:01Z

The past two days have been awesome. Yesterday I went to the doctors and on the way home me and my mom got subway and she took me to Barnes & Nobel and I got The Catcher in the Rye and The Devine Comedy: Hell. <333 Then Lauren came over and I was really really happy for the first time in awhile and we ran around for a bit. We didn't get to see little Matt though.

Today I got my hair cut off again. Its short like it was but in a different way. I <333 it. I got home and looked for my package that I've been expecting and I went to go track it on UPS on the internet. I was like "aw man. My package was supposed to come at 5:40 today and its 5:39" to my mom and then I heard this strange noise outside as the clock changed to 5:40.....

THE UPS MAN SHOWED UP EXACTLY ON TIME. It was really creepy but so so cool and it was just like one of those cheesy ads where you are like "there is no way that actually happened." Well, apparently sometimes they do. I <333333333 all the stuff inside. Esp. my new combat boots, hell cat records shirt, and Boys lie Cd.

I'd be a cam whore and take lots of pictures but my brother still has the camera. *is sad* oh well. I must go be a theatre nerd and study for my drama exam tomorrow.

<3

"I'll wave you the peace sign just like I do everyone to say goodbye"

2004-12-13T05:19:36Z

My Plastic Love (7:27:55 PM): I'm is leaving at 12:45am to Iowa, yes ma'am, and am 21 years of age as of today. Tally Ho.

I said goodbye to Richard about an hour ago. He is moving to Iowa and it is very doubtful that I will see him again. I told him I'd see him in my idealistic version of heaven and he made his last mockingly religious atheistic joke at my comment. It was all very sad. I gave him a last hug and he got in the car to go get his Radiohead jacket back. I hate saying goodbyes because they feel so permanent and definite.

Everyone seems to be leaving to go somewhere. Matt moves on Tuesday back to Germany. My brother is in Texas and then going to Michigan. Jessica is moving back to Chicago over break. Generally, people are going on trips over the break. I am going to Houston for...hmm..how many days was it? oh yeah. 8. fucking. days. That will be the main point of my vacation is being seperated from all of my friends so my mom can watch game shows for 12 hours a day with my grandma and drop me at my cousins. Seperation seems to be a common occurance near christmas which is screwed up because I thought holidays were supposed to bring people together.

On saturday me, Amanda, Lauren, and Cynda all went to the mall and I bought a christmas present for a friend; the new donnas cd. At Target I saw this awesome green sweater and I tried it on. <3333-d it. We tried on skankity shirts and I coveted this corona beanie I've got my eye on. Eventually, we greyhound-ed it downtown and ended up randomly bursting into song on the way to and from Savannah (mostly "I ride the grayhound bus"). We ate sushi (and whatever else we could afford at *starbucks$)and I bought some patches and buttons for my new jacket at Planet 3.

We walked from City Market all the way to Sentient Bean and saw a gay folk singer called Andrew Phillip Tipton. Saw him do a cover of a Bowie tune and his own personal song about a possesive Mexican ambassador he dated and then had to walk out to go back to the mall and meet my mom. Got back twenty minutes early and cynda went to go check out some guy that works at Cold Stone and I continued mentally spending christmas money by trying on clothes. mmm. Chocolate german cake ice cream sounds nasty but is surpisingly delicious.

We walked in the park and met Harrison and Arza. Cynda layed down in the trunk when we were forced to leave the park by the ever lovely RH police (who never cease to amaze me how much time they actually have on their hands) because there were 5 people already in the car with no back seats. Went to Kroger and I saw 2 versions of why the DaVinci code was wrong in the book aisle. Ate Cheesebouygas at Harrisons, shot some pool with Arza (I won cause he scratched on the 8 ball), and saw the end to his break dancing movie.

This morning I woke up and went to church with Amanda (I could tell she was totally digging catholicism...not really). We came home and she did her french paper and I did my bio paper on Marine Otters which are rediculously cute. Me and Amanda made Sugar cookies and decorated these retarted looking stars and gingerbread men. They were so cute...in a special ed. sorta way. My favorite one was a gingerbread man with -Xes for eyes holding a cigarrette. <3

I went to The Journey at Savannah Christian with St. Annes. I hung out with John there. I PET SHEEP! and I got some free cheese. It was awesome even though it was cold and the german lady kept using these crazy "non-perverted" sayings.

this song pretty much discribes how it goes right now.

drunk lady shakes it for trumpet player throws coin

2004-12-11T17:15:31Z

my eyyyeesss huuurrrtttttt and even though I just got 10 hours of sleep I'm tired...X_X

Lauren and Cynda came over last night and we couldn't find anything to do. I think I was bringing them down with my shitty mood...well actually I know I was cause Lauren was like "QUIT BEING UNHAPPY AND LETS GO DO SOMETHING." So, what else did we do but what to Kroger; the coolest place in Richmond Hill besides Waffle House (we don't get to claim Walmart...dammit). We look at baked goods and we see Summer with armfuls of chocolate cake and cookies and she takes us downtown. Its around 11 o'clock when we get there and we just ended up walking around, getting hit on my drunk people, and jamming to some street corner trumpet player. A cd version of a life celtic punk concert through me off and made me think that there was ACTUALLY a band in this pub; I was mistaken.

for some reason I feel it necessary to record every scrap of my generally retarted and boring life...

"glam punk is sexy"

2004-12-10T05:31:54Z

i'm tired and its passed midnight and I've had catchy screamo songs stuck in my head all day which are really hard to sing along to. Amanda did my hair and make-up today and she said I looked super pretty and I just thought I looked kind of odd. I didn't even spend that much time gettting ready for prom..nor did I waer that much make up. Whoops?? I ordered all of my christmas presents. ^_^ that's good I guess....

i should probably sleep....hmmm...
FIRSTS
1. First Best friend: Sarah...some korean girl in Penn.
2. First car: I don't have one, but the first car I ever drove was a white sation wagon that we got rid of 2 years ago. It was 13 years old and so was I!
3. First real kiss: Jason
4. First Screen name: EECat7
5. First Funeral: Grandma's
6. First pet: spangles. That fucking dog used to bite my toes!
7. first piercing: I pierced my outtie when I was in 2nd grade.
8. First enemy: the crib. that little bastard had me on lock down.
9. First big trip: I can remember Mexico.

LASTS
1. Last cigarette: um...the person I was in a past life smoked it.
2. last car ride: around 4 hours ago in a truck.
3. last kiss: <.< >.>
4. Last good cry: June
5. Last Library book checked out: This is Uncool-the best punk and disco
singles since 1970. AWESOME BOOK!
6. Last movie seen in theatres: the gruge. That movie sucks.
7. Last food consumed: weird tasting chicken my mom left for me.
8. Last crush: noyb bitches.
9. Last phone call: Amanda/Schade.
10. Last time showered: last night
11. Last shoes worn: my black painted chucks
12. Last jewelery bought: all those bracelets and stuff with Cynda bear
13. Last time wanting to die: an hour ago
14. Who are your best friends: Megan, Lauren, Schade
15. Do you have a b/f or a g/f: Nope.

SPECIFICS
1. Do you do drugs? nope.
2. What kind of shampoo do you use? mmm the kind that smells like apple. <3
3. What are you most scared of? random cars and the people inside of them
4. Where do you want to get Married? catholic church up north
5. What are you listening to right now? Sublime-Santeria
6. What would you change about yourself? some appearance stuff and my paranoid
Nature.

FAVORITES
1. Colors: green and black
2. Foods: cheese and noodles
3. Girl names: Jane & Sancia
4. Boy Names: Zephiniah. Aareyah, Tristan
5. Subject in School: English/Creative Writing
6. Sports: Soccer
7. Perfume: secret crush by Victoria's Secret
8. Cologne: Axe <3

HAVE YOU EVER
1. Given someone a bath: random pets.
2. Been in Love: yes.
3. Made yourself cry to get out of trouble: probably
4. pictured your crush naked: actually surprisingly no.
5. seen your crush naked: nope.
6. Cried when someone died: yes.z
7. Fallen for your best friend: nope.
8. Been rejected: yeah...
9. Rejected someone: as nicely as possible.
10.Used someone: i don't think so...
11.Done something you regret: who hasn't?

Your Livejournal Blind Date
LJ Username
Gender
Favorite Color
What you are wearing
Oh look! Your blind date is	kurtskin52094
Your date is wearing	not a damned thing
You dine	in the garbage dumpster behind a fancy French restaurant
Then you spend the next three hours	pillaging small villages
Before taking you home, your date gives you	the most passionate kiss of your life
This makes you feel	confused

This cool quiz by sarcasticka - Taken 51687 Times. </a>